I could puke

because I am so nervous about my first prenatal visit today! I'm so glad the day is finally here but I am having anxiety over all the poking and prodding they are going to do to me. One word. NO... Two..
Needles. Pap.

My husband will be there. Hopefully he will have a new found respect for women after he sees what I am having to go through to give him his first child!! ;)

I cant concentrate on anything. My mind is all over the place. I feel shaky and fidgety. Wish I could just chill and breathe.

I'm literally shaking right now in fear and anxiety. I'm crazy. Freaking the Fuck out is more like it. Not crazy. Just scared shitless..

Hopefully tomorrow I have a happier and calmer post.